Monday, September 15, 2008
I Am A Worthless Moron
I played a lovely little game on Thursday night, proving once and for all that I'm a stupid piece of shit who shouldn't be allowed near a chess board.
White: Some damn fool (2161)
Black: Jerry Monaco (1670)
1.Nf3 Nf6 2.c4 c5 3.Nc3 Nc6 4.g3 g6 5.Bg2 Bg7 6.d4 d6?
This seems to be just bad.
For some reason--probably senile decay--this took me 10 minutes.
7...dxc5 8.Qxd8+ Nxd8 9.Be3
But this only took 3.
And this took 6, leaving 65. I was thinking--if I can dignify it with that word--about h3 or Rd1.
10...Ng4 11.Bd2 Rb8 12.Rad1
4 minutes here, figuring out where the Rooks go.
Well, that's interesting. I used 5 minutes on my reply. Be nice if I could play 13.Nxg5, but instead of 13...Bxb2?? 14.Rab1 Bg7 15.Nd6+ winning the Exchange, Black can just play 13...a6 14.Nc3 Rxb2 =.
11 minutes, leaving 44. I considered the murky--to a fool like me--consequences of 14.bxa6 Rxb2, and of 14...Bxa6 (with pretty good compensation, I felt).
14.h3 Nh6 15.Ne5!
Look! I found an acorn!
9 more minutes here, which doesn't make a whole lot of sense, since this is what I planned when I played my previous move. Well, what can you expect from an idiot?
4 minutes, 31 left. 4 minutes??
6 minutes here. Not sure why I rejected the immediate bxa6.
7 minutes, leaving 18. Whatever I calculated here, I surely forgot all about it immediately.
18...Rxb2 19.a7 Nc7
A choice of brutal obvious wins
Now here, White could just win a piece with the brutally obvious 20.a8=Q. Or, he can win a whole Rook with the cute deflection 20.Nd5!, when Black can only prevent the Pawn from queening with 20...Rxa2 21.Ra1 Rxa7 22.Rxa7. But no, I had a clever notion in my--what's the word? mind? That can't be it, "mind" implies there's some mentation going on.
This took me 10 minutes, leaving 7 to get to move 30. Oh, remember I mentioned Nd5 being a winning shot here? It never entered my mind for a second, not a single second of those ten minutes. Abysmal.
This took me 2 minutes. Why? I don't know. I believe I was considering taking on d6 in any of three ways. 21.Nxd6 and 21.Rxd6 are probably even good.
Now I prove to be cowardly as well as stupid
3 minutes, two left. Why didn't I play 22.Rxd6! as I had planned? Because I'm a pathetic coward who jumps at shadows: in this case, the shadow of 22.Rxd6 exd6 23.Bxd6+ Kg7 24.Bxc7 Bxh3, when I "saw" 25.a8=Q Rxa8 26.Bxa8 Bxf1 27.Kxf1 with an even ending. Uh, except White's a piece ahead. Oh, and 25.Rb1 wins on the spot. Dumbshit.
Dazed and confused
Probably not best. 23.Rfd1 is very strong, but I suppose I couldn't be expected to see a relatively quiet move at this point. 23.Rb8 also wins easily, and even 23.a8=Q puts White up the Exchange.
Remarkably, I haven't blown it. Yet.
Throws away most of White's advantage. 24.Bd2 is very strong (intending Ba5). But now I had only a minute left.
What now, Einstein?
Throws away the rest of the advantage. White was still much better after 25.Rb8 or 25.Rfc1.
25...Nxa8 26.Bxa8 Bf5
27.Bg2 Bxb1 28.Rxb1 c4 29.a4 Rc8 30.a5 Rc7 31.a6
I spent 16 minutes on this first move after the time control, concluding there was nothing for me, and offered a draw. He ignored it. I can't blame him; I wouldn't take a draw against a fucking idiot like me, either.
31...c3 32.Bb7 c2 33.Rc1 Nxb7 34.axb7 Rxb7 35.Rxc2
It turns out that he had his headphones turned up loud, and didn't hear me offer the draw at move 31. Or at move 53. At move 73, the offer was accompanied by shouting and waving my arms, at which point he finally noticed and took the draw.
Oh, wait, I almost forgot! This occurred shortly after my second draw offer. I was playing quickly, figuring he must be hoping to run me out of time:
One more chance for me to fuck up